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Name: Hui Yin
Country: Malaysia
Metro: Klang
Birthday: 7/25/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: Besides His ministry and His people that I have a heart and passion for, my other interests will be music, swimming, bubble tea, etc etc...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
ICQ:  23728241
Member Since:
10/15/2004
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I MISS PLAYING MAFIA....................
Tonight has been a boring night...
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| I am in my "Monday Black Syndrome" now. Get it a lot recently...almost all the weekends. How good it is if I do not need to work tomorrow. The next weekend seems like still long long long way to go.... 
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| I haven't blog for such a longggggg time. Well, I have been busy. However, I guess it was also because I have lost the enthutiasm to blog so frequently. Sometimes, it was also because I really had mental blank and do not know what to write.
However, tonight, i just suddenly have the mood to write something again. I just came back from Jogoya Restaurant celebrating Daryl's birthday with him. Last week, we celebrated my birthday ( 25th July ) with lots shoppings at One Utama. The frequent celebrations of birthdays just reminded me that time really flies. Without me realizing it, one year has past AGAIN.
I am back in Malaysia for 2 years and 3 months already. I had finished my 2 years compulsory service with government on 27th July, and I only need to serve for one more year, till next year 26th July. I still remember the first time when I stepped into Hospital Klang, I thought 3 years is going to be very long and I cant wait to finish my service with the government. And now, 2 years had past and just another 1 more year, then I am free to choose where I want to go, what I want to work as.
Well, I guess I should not forget to thank GOD for HIS faithfulness and grace. Though there were ups and downs in the past 2 years and 3 months since I am back from Adelaide, I know I am blessed, a very blessed daughter of HIS as compared to many other unfortunate ones. Yes, I need to be thankful, and be joyful of what He has given to me.
Thanks to all that have remembered my birthday. Thanks to all who had made the effort of smsing me, email or called me to wish me happy birthday. I had a great celebrations this year knowing that I am loved by many. Thank You all ! 
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| I remember, the bible says that our tongue has the power of life and death. I also remember that the proverbs describes that reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing. James also describes that tongue is a small part of the body, but it can give great impact, just like a small spark setting a whole forest on fire.
I think I have understood these verses in a very personal and "special" way today.
I was deeply hurted by a criticsm/comment given by a sister today.
However, I thank GOD that He has more or less prepared me for the criticsm in advance. I remember that the BSF teaching leader taught us about judging others from Matthew chapter 7 last tuesday. One thing that she shared strucked me that day, she said : " The right judgement is when we judge things according to what GOd has already judged in the scripture. We condemn murders, stealing, robbery, sexual immorality ; but we do not judge what denomination that one should be in, dont judge whether she dressed like a pastor's wife, dont judge a married woman who prefer not to have children. Let these people accountable to GOD in terms of their lifestyle. " Somehow, I was relieved when I heard that. Because I know that I just need to be accountable to GOD in terms of what type of dress I wear, what fashion style I like to have, as long as my conscious is clear, before GOD.
Having said that, it's still not easy to bear and hear criticsm about self. It does make people feel like giving up, on everything that she has been doing/working hard for. It does discourage people from continue serving in the best capacity that she can give.
However, it's a struggle of emotions. It's a struggle between..my own hurt, and GOD's glory. It's a struggle between....own's preference ...and GOd's purpose. it's a struggle of .....MY FEELINGs, and what GOD wants me to do.
I hope GOD will help me, to allow Him to win in this battle of emotions this time.
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